Grieving Death,
I managed to hold it at bay since August. My mom died back then and I'd had some moments where I shed a few tears, but they never seemed to be as full of the real tragic hurt befitting the loss of my mom. Yet, today I let go, huge cascading wails of grief poured out of me.
Mother's day seems to have been a piece of the trigger, but I think it's more that I've been dropping my shields and armor and letting my feelings come.
In one respect there just isn't anymore room, inside my emotional body.
I'm truly grateful for the release, as I've been holding on to everything too tightly and it shows in all my interactions.
Praise the divine feminine, for while I've been dealing with feelings of loss and abandonment, there seems to be an abundance of generous women who've shared their warmth and generous healing natures with me, right when needed.
Miraculous energies and angels of grace have given me so much in the past 12 weeks !
For my part I think I've finally surrendered to the healing process and with a little push from one particular Faerie loving dynamo, I'm seeing things for the first time.
I hope to be there for her if she ever has her time of need. All of the angels have earned my undying gratitude.
I hope to repay the big U when it's my turn to stand in the breach... I've certainly been granted enormous grace recently!
❤💛💚
Celebrate Everything Until Further Notice!
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