August rolled in with a celebration like no other.
The 30th annual reggae on the river festival.
This year was special for all the usual reasons... great music, enchanting scenery...
Amidst all the chaos that goes with trying to run a pro level a video crew in the remote woods, there appeared the coolest of cool chicks ever. Part vision of loveliness, part stalwart outdoors person, and the remainder brilliant mischievous girl.
My instincts noticed right away that she was someone special, but it took my brain a while to actually reason it out and see her depth and the quality of her character. Qualities that informed her sex appeal and demeanor.
At this point, there are various other inspiring women weaving in and out of my life, but she "Erotica" opened up to me with a playful adventurousness that lead us to dance the night away under the moon by the Eel river
At the time I was being very careful to keep away from entanglements, relationships and women that might lead to old patterns.
The underlying need to couple with someone in order validate myself, basically dissolved. Not even a hint of clingy or smitten puppy vibes, anywhere to be found in my emotional body.
Somewhere along the way the wide sky just opened up and freedom awakened. I soon found myself enjoying the company of more than one person and not regretting it or feeling anxious.
This may seem off but, I like
Chris Robinson Brotherhood
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